It snowed heavily and its nice I guess. I haven't slept good in a while and I see it not coming anytime soon. I lost my appetite and I'm aware of the damage it can cause.. So they say. I'm tired of this lifestyle I've been feeling horrible and there's nothing that I can pin point out specifically. Going through some things right now and I don't even have a get a way. Tears I shed here and there only because I can't scream of the frustration. Maybe that will do something. Its nothing I'm missing and nothing I need, I wake up constantly thinking when is the day I'm going to get my break. I'm tired of people putting on a face, like they care, like they think you matter. I'm fed up with thinking everything is okay because its not. You can be too nice but that fits certain people only and obviously I'm no candidate.